How do I feel?

I am creating a website, and not least will be ready later thismonth, and while I have this, I feel very sad today, for the truth, I feel as if my boyfriend hadfinished with me, today I saw him with another girl, according to the she was his cousin, but do not say anything because you seethat perhaps it was his cousin was his other girlfriend , Aaaahhhham I cry, I remembered one esque chapter charly good luck!